so i ran.

 
i ran. my hair was being whipped into my eyes and mouth, but i hardly noticed. my face was streaked with tears, but i didn't care. i continued running and running, feeling light on my feet as though i was floating. farther and farther away from reality. no one cared. no one cares. no one will care. i repeated that to myself as my surroundings blurred. i never looked back once. no one cared. no one cares. no one will care.

so i ran.

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that ^^^ is what i feel like doing now. * le dramatic sigh *

13 comments:

  1. :October 22, 2013 at 6:28 AM

    You're going to run into my arms and I will give you the biggest hug you've ever received. Why? Because I will always care. <3

    xx Les

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    1. JessieOctober 22, 2013 at 2:11 PM

      Oh, darling Les, how I wish I could hug you. Aside for how amazing and sweet you are, I want to hug you because you care. <3

      xoxo,
      Jessie

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    2. :October 22, 2013 at 2:30 PM

      Brilliant how much you understand my intentions! When you read this, or whenever you're feeling low, picture me reaching out to give you an embrace, and then think this: "I just have to open my arms and feel her love." -- For I'll be there in spirit, giving you the longest, most sincere hug your soul needs. <3 After that, open up your heart for the best embrace receivable; one from the dear Lord. He's always open!

      With you in my prayers,
      xx Les

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    3. JessieOctober 23, 2013 at 2:30 PM

      I will do just that. <3 Thank you a million times over. * hugs *

      Thankful always,
      Jessie

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    4. AnonymousOctober 27, 2013 at 8:48 AM

      SHE DOES NOT DESERVE IT
      ESSIE WEIRD

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    5. :October 27, 2013 at 2:38 PM

      First of all, I don't know anyone by the name of "Essie" that you may be referring to, but I do know a beautiful Jessie. And I am confident that, if what you were alluding to was her not deserving my words, she deserves them much more than your mind can comprehend. Maybe someone will feel that you don't deserve this, but let me tell you that we all -- yes, even you, anon, deserve to be loved. Love is what keeps us living; if God put off loving us for a fraction of a second, all existence would vanish. If that doesn't make you believe that Jessie, my beloved, darling, Jessie, needs my love, then only He can. Anonymous, you have a soul; you exist; but you're putting it out there that you don't live; for to live is to love; one letter difference there. We are all deserving of love and heartfelt hugs, even from friends we've never met. There will always be the need within the human soul to be loved and to radiate love; with love, we thrive. I love Jessie, and as difficult as it is after your pitiful opinion (pitiful as in I pity you for obviously not having enough love in your life), know that I love you. And I do so because Jesus Christ commanded us to. You are included in my daily prayers as I plea to God to have all souls come unto him. Dear person, pray. Be reconciled to God. I don't know you, and you most certainly do not know me, but God knows us, and He loves us all. Do something good today; say a prayer for the world.

      And Jessie, you don't know how much you deserve it. <3 <3 <3
      xx Les

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    6. :October 27, 2013 at 2:38 PM

      PS: -- (Jessie) When saying "it", I am alluding to my previous comments. :)

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    7. JessieOctober 27, 2013 at 4:16 PM

      Ohmygosh. * dabs eyes * Leslie, there are simply no words to describe how thankful I am to you. I love you too, more and more every day. <333

      xoxo,
      Jessie

      P.S. Can I post a piece of your brilliance?

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    8. :October 28, 2013 at 6:03 AM

      Last night, I fantasized. Darling, we met each other; and we had the longest hug possible. And we laughed, and we cried; but then I thought, "this is only a dream"... But then again, dreams have come true in the past. <3

      PS. You didn't have to ask; of course you may!

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    9. JessieOctober 28, 2013 at 2:21 PM

      And I cannot wait for it to (hopefully!) happen. <3

      xoxo,
      Jessie

      P.S. Thank you!

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  2. UnknownOctober 29, 2013 at 5:48 AM

    Ach, I've had the same feeling before; but, sadly, my backyard was never quite big enough to run it *all* out. =)
    I'm glad Les is there for ya. <3 After reading her comments I'm think I'm gonna hafta follow her blog now! <3

    xx ~Jenny

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    1. :October 29, 2013 at 7:05 AM

      <3 Oh, thank you, Jenny! <3 (This is getting confusing; Jenny and Jessie... •-•)

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    2. JessieOctober 29, 2013 at 2:11 PM

      Jenny: IK, me too. <3 That sounds like a great idea! ;)

      Les: Yeah, it is kinda confusing. :P

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